I know how you feel. Someone very close, and special, to me died a few years ago.
Condolences and Love to you and her family.
However, I feel that you should still do your
Solaria series. Obviously not immediately, but sometime soon.
As an honor to a wonderful friend.
I'm sure she wouldn't want you to give up on a great story, or the enjoyment with the rest of both of your friends.
Take time to heal, and remember all the wonderful times you had with her. Then continue to film.
I send Light to you.
Namaste
