[The Blue Mule]

"You too must have felt that panic at least once in your life when everything around you is foreign and you have no idea where you are."-Muffit


Funny thing is for me, living in Dublin Ireland for several months, and Tokyo Japan for 2 and a half years I never felt lost or panic, in fact always felt right at home. However when I came back I was culture shocked from all the indifference and callousness of Americans that didn’t care about my travels. 9-11 i thought would bring americans closer as a people,but to be honst in my neck of teh wood,it has seperated us even more.
Now I have that panic (No Job, No Career, No Friends) and not even my family or the things that gave me warmth or security can make me feel better.

I wouldn't wish this lost feeling on anyone not even my enimes.

A terrible feeling not knowing where you are going,or the simple fact that friends just dont care that you've fallen through the cracks.

Too Depressing.

Rich